My poor blog has truly been ignored. I haven’t had the time to write all the millions of things I have been wanting to write about, mainly because the other things in my life are getting a lot of attention. My art shows and website, my food blog, my flickr photostream, my gardening, my volunteering, my new building mosaics class, my reading, my painting, my home and family, and of course work, all have taken up my time. So, I feel it’s time to take a breather and not ignore this bechara (poor) blog anymore.
Last couple of months I have been doing well in life. Overall content……… satisfied, doing my bit, you know…….. just overall happy. But, last few years of my life have been crazy busy. It seems like there’s always something or the other going on. There are very few days when I’m not doing anything. As R puts it, “You are always doing something”. I wonder know why that is! ……… I mean, it isn’t bad to be busy, infact if anything, it’s good. ……. But I yearn to learn more about myself, my drive…….. Is it motivation? inspiration? restlessness, maybe? impatience? desires? wants? am I trying to avoid something? what? what is it? ……… In trying to figure out this mystery, I’m taking a little bit of a break from most of these things. Being the kind of person I am, I doubt I will be able to keep myself away from everything, but I am going to try. If I solve it, I’ll write back… if not, I’ll still write back with some random thoughts. :p ………. So, the break…. yeah, it starts this Saturday, June 20th and goes upto July 6th. 17 days!!!!!! yayyyy!!!!
I have no big plans. Infact, I have no plans! What??????? No plans??? Ms. M with no plans? That’s impossible!!!!!!! ………… Really, this is the first time in my adult life that I am going to take a vacation with no plans……… Isn’t that almost cool? There’s always a first time for everything, and this first time for this something is rather cool! 🙂 I am definitely excited, ummm……….. if that wasn’t clear already. :p ….. But, I’m also nervous, what if I don’t find the answers??????? ……….. Nooooooo! I’m not even willing to consider that possibility. Because, once I find that answer, then I have a loooooooooooong list of other questions that I need to find answers for……….. But, this is the first and most crucial one…………… and it doesn’t end at how am I always busy, it barely begins there. But you gotta start somewhere, yeah?